07/31/2012

Hello All,

How is everyone doing??? I am fine, I haven't posted in a few days because I haven't been at the computer. I've been playing hookie sick at home, and yesterday I was admitted into the hospital! At least I caught up on some rest. Vegas seriously WORE ME OUT!! I know I wrote some crazy things previously about a person I met out in Vegas, but I took that down because I was wrong for what I said, and I was wrong for thinking those things and posting them on the internet. Please forgive me.

Moving Forward...

I want to comment on the chick from Twilight™, cheating on her boyfriend...congratulations honey...you finally got some spunk about yourself! She is usually so BORING, does anyone hear ^{publicity stunt, stunt, stunt} echoing somewhere in the shadows??? Well personally, I feel like this is all apart of human nature. First of all, men will be men regardless, ladies, know that. Don't ever forget it. Secondly, the poor girl is 22 years old, WHAT 22 YEAR OLD DOESN'T CHEAT?! Get it together America. The way I see it, she and that pasty vampire guy she's dating are just that DATING. And have no children. She can do what she wants. Everyone did it at 22. Although I must admit, I was a lot more sneaky way back in the game. LOLz!

Kristen Stewart, just a few words of advice...you gonna be a homewrecking hoe scandulous figure in Hollywood...NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR SHIT! LOL I'm just sayin.

Over and Out.

hopeless PLACE.

It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear
You almost feel ashamed
That someone could be that important
That without them, you feel like nothing
No one will ever understand how much it hurts
You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you
And when it's over, and it's gone
You almost wish that you could have all the bad stuff back
So that you can have the good.

btw.
I can't cry today...I left my shades at home.
So please don't make me.

What Happens In Vegas, Stays In Vegas…But Sometimes, it Goes Home to San Diego…

I never post on here, but I vow to start again. I have a lot to say and I really need to get some things off of my chest. I need to work through my issues through my creative self, my writing. So I will write my ass off.

So here's where I begin today...I just returned home from my 1st trip to Las Vegas EVER!!! What a great time! As I sat in my 2 bedroom penthouse suite at the Bellagio, I thought to myself...THIS IS THE LIFE! I had a ball. I danced all night long, explored the strip all day, and met new people...which lead me to the most important part of this post.

I met the most BEAUTIFUL man in the world while I was there. He had caramel skin, long black hair, penetrating light brown eyes, similar to mine, and strong Indian features. For privacy sake, I'll call him, "Lamar". It all started when "Lamar" walked up to my sisters and me, displaying his ever so erotic tongue ring. Instantly attracted, I started up some smooth banter. Our conversation lasted for hours...until daylight. He told me everything I wanted to hear from him, we were so compatible...and he was so GORGEOUS, hovering is 6ft body over me, licking his lips and kissing my cheek. I felt an instant, extreme connection. It was the sweetest taboo.

This is him
Check out that HAIR!!!
I blurred his face out for privacy...

So I bid adieu to "Lamar", and it hasn't been the same since. I really don't understand, because it wasn't like he was just trying to sleep with me...I mean we talked all night. Not even mentioning sex. I mean, we mentioned it...but not the act of us indulging in it together...I'm lost. So ever since, I met him, I can’t stop listening to stupid, sappy love songs and wondering what he’s doing in San Diego…
I'm starting to wonder...is 'love at first sight' real???